experiments in fragility

my stomach keeps turning whenever I'm not dizzy and my mind keeps working, working, working

brokebrokebroken

9moremonthsiguess

i just woke up at 3pm to a wasteland
bloodshot eyes and aching limbs and dull recollections
like when i woke at 3am with a scream at the mundane
and the night i collapsed onto the floor waiting for the whisper of my name.

i just woke up at 3pm to a wasteland
not worse at least than the one in my dreams
where will i run out that door
who could say no to you and me

tumbling towards tomfoolery,
i'm smarter than this.
sillyboi